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expendable chapters

it's the caffeine
the nicotine
the milligrams of tar
it's my habitat, it needs to be cleaned
it's my car
it's the fast talk they use to abuse and feed my brain
it's the cat box, it needs to be changed, it's the pain
it's women
it's the plight for power
it's government
it's the way you're giving knowledge slow with thought control and subtle hints
it's rubbing it, itching it
it's applying cream
it's the foreigners sight seeing with high beams
it's in my dreams
it's the monsters that I conjure
it's the marijuana
it's the embarrassment
it's where I wander
it's my genre
it's Madonna's videos
it's game shows
it's cheap liquor, blunts, it's bumper stickers with rainbows
it's angels, demons, gods
it's the white devils
it's the monitors
the soundman
it's the motherfucking mic levels
it's gas fumes, fast food, tommy hil and mommy's pill
columbia house music club
designer drugs and rhyming thugs
it's bloods, crips
it's stick-up kids
it's christian-conservative terrorists
it's porno flicks
it's the east coast, no, it's the west coast
it's public schools, it's asbestos
it's mentholated, it's techno
it's sleep, life, and death
it's speed, coke, and meth
it's hay fever
pain relievers
oral sex, and smoker's breath
it stretches for as far as the eye can see
it's reality
fuck it; it's everything but me

on and on and on and on; the list goes on and on and on and on

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